say what?

with no followers I'm becoming pretty despondent. HOW DOES ONE GET THE ATTENTION OF EVEN ONE PERSON ? when there are more web pages than space in the universe...having said that. I am talking to empty space. My quest for love this summer turned up nill. I don't think that I truly even want to date, I just want something to do.

Spring is here and so are my hormones

With an increase in the temperature, I have found myself looking for more and more opportunities for fresh blood. Well maybe I'm not really out for blood, but a new guy to cuddle up to is starting to become more and more desirable. More distressing is the fact that I'm becoming attracted to older and older men. At first I blamed it on no longer being on birth control. Withouth it controlling my hormones my body was free to decide on it's own what it wanted to procreate with but now I'm beginning to think it's me. There's something about someone who is settled within themselves that is so comforting. I myself and going through so many changes that to have my partner going through the same changes would be a pain. As I seek out older and older men there begins to be a question of my goals. With younger men you don't have to be doing anything as long as you have plans to eventually get around to doing something. With the older generation, not the case. You definitely have to know where you're going or they're gone. Maybe this spring will end with me having a summer love...who knows?

it's a fast life

I love junk food. I'm not talking about the love that everyone keeps deep inside of them and only lets out on when we come across candy bowls in waiting rooms. I mean the type of love that keeps me on the know how about every new candy bar, c the latest chips and new meals the burger joints like McDonalds and BK release every week or so. It recently became apparent to me that I have a problem. I am extremely susceptible to advertising and almost like a Pavlovian dog I go immediately in search of whatever food is presented to me on TV. BK cilantro lime fish sandwich here, a Wendy's Bacon Bleu there and I like to top it all off with a Route 66 from Sonic. I look up to guys like Adam Richman and would marry him in a hot second. Food is love and my point is that it doesn't have to be high quality to be delicious.